To those of you who are like, Is CaptainHyper dead? nope. I am still here. but I am busy with work and home and a huge distraction named Ian. Ian is my new love and therefore I am either too lazy or in a jam to draw or write these days.

After almost a year of not dating I met a man a while back. I was at my Friend's birthday party in which there were booze like most college parties have these days, I came to the party seeing I was the only one dressed nice in the little black dress. I stayed for what was three hours, none of the boys I would have everconsidered dating. all were drunk. but my friends wanted to hook me up. I declined. apparently there was a boy named Ian, who was the boy sitting on the couch, all boozed out with a bottle of sweedish beer, who thought I was really pretty and interesting...

I wanted to go out with the girls a week or so later, I was pissed at my parents for reasons i can't explain now. It was then Ian heard about this and asked to join as well. apparently i was the only one out of the loop about hoking me up with Ian, those evil genious girls. They knew I couldn't resist an inteligent, anime, hopeless romantic like Ian. Apparently he knew that too... I agreed to letting him come and as the night wore on I started getting a crush on him having no idea he felt the same.

Ever since I moved to Kansas, eerytime I meet a nice guy, they are either taken or stick me in the "Friend Zone." But this time was different, after going out to eat and for Icecream we went back to my friend Kat's house with her Fiance who was also a girl named Kat. We watched Fight club and somehow during the movie I found myself cuddled up with Ian under a blanket. after the movie he gave me a foot massage..

Earlier that day i had fallen from a cement drop off and had scraped my toes and leg so him putting lotion on my feet and rubbing them took some of the enjoyment out of the massage. He was really sorry, but i told him it was okay. He stared at me for the longest time and then suddenly he kissed me. It was apparent I was not gonna get stuck in the friend Zone but was very nervous, i wasn't sure if i loved this guy at all. two more kisses passed and I think that is when he had caught me in his web...

Ian, an intelligent, handsome, sweet, nerdy, tall, 21 year old gentleman stole my heart faster than a race horse can run. Those beautiful eyes, that soft head of hair, the way he speaks to you, stole my heart, and with it, I stole his. Our relationship has been going ery fast over the last couple of weeks and we already know we love eachother with a spanish passion. His heritage from Spain, Mine from Portugal. We regret nothing. our relationship is full of understanding, respect with only one small fight on record so far. I hope to god this lasts a long time, as he is my fourt boyfriend, I am his second, and yet for some reason, he really knows how to light your fire. It's sweet when we meet, it's magical when we kiss and I could go on and on but I won't. The point maybe that I have fallen in love again and if this works out... be sure to see us at Nakacon Feburay 2010 as Integra and Alucard from the gory, dark anime, Hellsing, one of our all time favorites shows. He will always be. my No Life King.